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Anonymous asked: Does this sound like HOCD? I had HOCD for ages and all along i was saying "at least i don't actually have a same sex crush cause that would mean i was a lesbian' then I became friends with someone I admired from afar (cause she was really good at singing) and we got on like a house on fire! We had so much in common! But then my HOCD started saying "you get excited around her it means you have a crush" I now know i didnt it was just I was happy to finally have a good friend, CONTINUED

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Anonymous asked: Hello! Your blog is really great, and I'm so glad that it's here because it has offered a lot of help with my OCD. I've read a few posts about pocd, which I too have suffered from, and I'd like to share a little insight that I've found that has calmed me down in the past. I've read before that a real pedophile does NOT feel guilty about having those thoughts, and takes enjoyment from them. A person with pocd will get anxious about it and feels disgusted with the thoughts, even with groinal (1/2)

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Anonymous asked: Myhocd has been getting better. It's been there in the back of my mind, but I haven't been obsessing because I am more preoccupied with my social obsession (same person who asked you about that a while back). But yeah it feels like it doesn't bother me and I say a pic of this girl I know switch her boobs like majorly showing and I got a groinal response kinda and like an intrusive or like urge to fantasize (I think it was like a test) and it kinda felt like I wanted it. I'm coming up on two (1)

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Anonymous asked: Hey! I was just looking for posts about OCD and Pure O on tumblr, because I suffer from it since I've been 14 (I'm 19 now), and I found your blog. And I wanted to congratulate you for the job you're doing. Helping people and answering to anons who seek help, I think it's great. It's been almost 5 years now that I've been torturing myself with thoughts, ruminations, obsessions. The worst I have are ruminations. Fear of hurting someone, of being someone I'm not, etc. I'm tired of panic attacks

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Anonymous asked: I can't do this anymore. I'm done with suffering, and I just want to heal. Nobody understands what ruminations are and how much I suffer from them. They don't understand that I can't stop worrying, that I can't stop overthinking, and that I can't ever be relaxed. That's why I've never told anyone, except on forums, until a few months ago. It was really hard to talk about it with my doctor, because I thought I was ridiculous and I just wanted to cry because I realized what my life had become.

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Anonymous asked: (1) So I'm not diagnosed with ocd, but feel very anxious about certain things. Whenever I come across things related to suicide, self-harm or anything like that I get on edge. I've realized that SO many people suffer with these things too. Like I log on tumblr and see just on my dash people who are depressed, and who post about wanting to cut. I don't want to unfollow them, I guess I just get so anxious and don't understand why these things are everywhere I turn. Sometimes I have compulsions

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Anonymous asked: It's two night that I dream of my ex gf, each time I wake up suddenly, feeling disguting, like a shit, and like I have cheating, and I don't love my actual gf. In the same time, if I don't cry because of my ROCD, I feel like it's over, I don't really like her. But... I don't think so, I love her, I love a lot of thing about her, her smile, her smell, her voice, all the stupid thing. But I feeling so guilty, like I'm really a whore. And if I feel that, it's because is truc ? I don't want (1)

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Anonymous asked: Hi. I'm about to go to school and my checking gets much worse there. I'm not even sure it's considered OCD, but basically I have a very strong urge to check my things and make sure they are still there. Like, for example, I'm in class when I get the urge, and with me I have my phone, pencil, notebook, ipod, and binder. Sometimes I try to just focus on class, but its useless. So I count the objects in my head, and then get back to class. And then about 10 minutes I get the urge again. (con't)

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lostiels asked: Last year my boyfriend and I were talking about shingles and 3 people I knew got them and I thought that it was because I was talking about it because I was the common link and that I should not talk about it at all. I also have this weird thing where everything in my body has to be equal on both sides. Like if I stub a toe, I have to stub the other one. Or sometimes I think I have seen something more with on eye than the other so I have to equalise that. Does it sound like OCD?

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Anonymous asked: My HOCD has been good for a while! But the other day my friend stayed at my house. I was having some vaginal discharge and this ofcourse spiked me and that was all i could think of. I was telling myself that it was because i was wet but i was not aroused at all. SO CONFUSED!

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